Thursday, May 14, 2009

cannot compartmentalize

looong day at iwu (eye'-woooo)...almost 10 hours there with just a little panera break for lunch and friends.
soo i saw two more clients (thanks for the encouraging phone calls, friends!) and these two were a little more involved than the two from yesterday (which seems like soooo much longer than a day ago). i'm getting over being the least bit nervous about meeting clients, but i feel like there are actual expectations from here on out. like, after one or two sessions, in my mind, there should be some progress made, even though i know that it's not that simple. at all.

anyway, it was sunny and pretty tonight, so i went for a walk after i returned home utterly exhausted. my ipod was out of juice, so i was resigned to my own thoughts...which drifted toward what i should have done better today. it's very hard to will yourself to not think about something, but i know it's best to leave work and school at work and school (which in my case is the same place, which is good. makes things easier.)

i am now going to clean my apartment up, turn on the tv for a while, unwind, most likely fall asleep on the couch and wake up at 2 am...stumble my way to bed, and wake up before the morning light to get ready to sub. i will return home even more tired than before....work out, din din with kelly and then an EARLY bedtime because i'm running on saturday morning. and then studying ALL DAY. and then going to an indians game. if it doesn't rain.

and there you have it. my next 48 hours in a nutshell.
fascinating, i know.

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